Wants to write a lot but mind and thoughts are not in good terms. Actually they have ample of conflicts to deal with. What will you get at the end .. Nothing... Sometimes I wish if I had a mindset with Low cognitive proficiency. So that l don't ponder much, and I can accept everything as it is.
Being lonely is not easy... You need a strong mindset to face all the realities a lone.... You need to face distinct questions... You need to find the solutions which have contradictory statements. Nevertheless, you will reach the point where you can satisfy your soul and mind even in the secluded life.
Solitariness is a best teacher but must have the determination to mold your life the way your destiny has designed. Your learning just disseminates into your mind and soul and will be expressed through your words and deeds. There you are the only one responsible for your life and experiences, for you are not trying to be associated or connected with any worldly attachments.
Am I going to out of the topic.. Somewhere... I can feel that I am loosing the connections in my writing... Just relax and reach out for your inner bliss.... My friend always encourages me to find that.. I am trying my level best to reach out for that ultimate level of happiness... Healing will take time and the journey to that seems so long... But I will reach to my final destination.